I guess the best way to describe my mental since my dad’s passing, is to parallel it to Kanye West’s peculiar behavior after his mother died. I do a bunch of things I don’t typically do, but sporadically and at the oddest moments. Go from anti social to extra friendly, then right when someone gets comfortable with me being friendly, I go back to anti social. Or maybe I’ve always been this way? My memory hasn’t gotten back to me yet with his findings. I do know that I’ve been popping up in spots I don’t usually frequent, hanging out with people I don’t really want to (that’s a long list, btw…and not a personal one at all. I don’t think I’d even hang out w/ myself, but I don’t have a choice haha) shaking hands I hardly ever
or never shake, but still won’t give anyone a straight answer on my feelings…or call people on the phone. That hasn’t changed…so I guess I’m doin’ alright!
*Lawrence Taylor shrug*